Warning: Strictly no for pregnant ladies and new parents.
6th month
I can hear from few weeks but now I can make a trace of it. I can recognize what I’m hearing though it is mild in here. My mom usually takes juice at this time. She usually says to me that she never liked this juice, but she is having it just for me.
I repeatedly hear words from a sweet voice and the voice usually says mom is going to do this and that, so I recognize the sweet voice is mom. I also hear another base voice which refers itself as dad probably, that voice is dad. I think I am lucky to have them to take care of me. They are always interactive because whenever I roll a bit for comfort she rubs me and comforts me more along with another pair of hands which is so excited and rubs all over me. Those hands are bigger than mom’s probably it is dad’s. Dad always sound concerned, whenever he talks he asks so many questions to mom.
Mom says I have definite shape now and they saw me in some machine. Mom’s food practice is completely changed it seems. She felt bad she couldn’t have food she likes but she also says that I am worth it. I wish to come out and have her favorite food together.
7th month
I have been hearing a lot these days. That too yesterday there was more sounds, it was something good to hear. I felt cold and lot of hands touching on top of me. Mom said that something she feels heavy in her neck. But yesterday mom feed me lot of food, which was very tasty. People were singing around us. It felt like lot of happy voices around me.
After few days, Dad was saying something to mom in low pitch which I can barely hear but mom spoke in high pitch that baby can hear us then he stopped talking. After sometime, mom heart was beating fast suddenly. It continued and started to pound more. Lot of oxygen was supplied to me and kept going for long time. Suddenly it came back to normal flow. Now dad started to touch mom’s stomach with bit force and kept massaging until mom and I fell asleep.
After one week, mom started to say stories to me and initially it started with family members’ story then kings and then moral stories. She reads out few books a loud so that I can hear and she doesn’t want to repeat again. I started to trace more memories now. I can recognize repeated words and music she usually hears which is soothing. But I mostly like high pitch songs which makes me move.
Whenever she plays melody for me, she says to dad that I am smiling but actually I am not. She has good connection with me. I am not saying no but at times she gives pose like she knows every movement of me. Dad was so excited hearing all her stories but unfortunately, he was tricked.
At day times, she was so pressurized that I can feel from her heart probably she is in different environment. Most words I hear at day times are status email, tasks and I hate this team. From hearings I can recognize mom use to be in three places, one is silent and fun place, two is a pressurized place, I get less oxygen and less peace, and third one is something I feel like moving and hear various sounds. Mostly she plays some melody when we are in this moving place.
8th month
Few days back dad took mom to some place. I felt so cold and something kept hitting my mom’s stomach. Dad touching me and said that baby this is the sea, Lot of water and waves. Dad was excited to say about sea and beach like he was excited when he said about our native place few weeks back. My dad and mom are so excited about going to place like sea or garden and talk about nature for hours and hours. I liked the sound of sea something repeatedly I hear, Dad said me it is waves, I wish to see when I come out.
Usually my interactions with mom are by kicking her. Whenever I hear good songs I kick her so she will repeat it. If she eats tasty food I kick her. Whenever I feel happy I kick her. Kicking is the major talk I did with mom and dad. Dad always keeps hand to feel my kick but mostly he keeps hand in wrong place, poor man. They are eager to see me and they want to know whether I am girl or boy but they never discussed how to find it so I don’t know whether I am boy or girl. I think they are happy with both; mom’s heart was same when she said boy or girl.
Sometimes I forget to kick mom, onetime I didn’t kick for long time they started to do something in my mom’s body, and she was rolling to find my kick. At last I kicked to stop her worrying. After all these times I have only one wish and that is to come out and see these beautiful caring faces. The bonding I have with these voices are so eternal and before coming out itself I started to love them.
Mom said she will stop going to the loud place after few days as I was furiously kicking her whenever she goes there. Probably she would have named the place but I couldn’t recognize it because I don’t like it. I purposely kick a lot there because I don’t want to see my calm mom turning so pressurized.
Every time something different happens to me, I feel something growing and I feel something get lose off. But in recent days I don’t feel many changes in me. At times mom says she can see me perfectly grown when something passes over me. They said I look beautiful and they are happy seeing me. Some kind of vibes passes through and fills her stomach whenever she says that she can see me.
9th month
Few weeks back mom stopped to take lot of food, she said I will become bigger if she continues with this flow. I didn’t get changed for long time and I started to move around a lot nowadays. Mom said to dad that my presentation is good and there is no complication in delivering me. I am happy to see mom and dad soon. I rolled around and my back placed downward and bowed my chin down to chest.
Mom said date is nearing and any time I am expected. Dad took mom to some place, it was so silent, and my mom’s heart was not good. She is pressurized which I can feel it with the oxygen supply she gives and the pounding in her heart. Then there was much sound I could hear which is not good to hear and mom’s heart started to beat fast. I felt the same in me.
Few hours later she was calmed and then there was some kind of difference in mom, I couldn’t feel normal, I felt bad in my body there was some urge in getting out, I was suffocating. Mom keeps throwing out something through her mouth. I felt something in my body, it is aching and all I want to do is come out of that place. It is no more enjoyable like all these weeks. Then she calmed down and she was weak which I felt from oxygen supply I get. She said to dad that some injection is causing her problem.
My dad kept saying something to another person but I couldn’t hear other person’s voice. The other voice repeatedly said it is normal.
After few hours, again something passed through the blood, we gone through the same again, this time I was pushing hard to come out. I want see you mom, I hear bad sound more outside, dad is speaking in high pitch which he usually doesn’t do. Some voice said heart rate is getting down but it is normal but I was struggling. Mom throwing out again, this time I pushed hard. I started to feel dry on me. The fluid around me is getting lesser and lesser. Oxygen is very low now, I couldn’t get oxygen anymore and I was thinking that mom please let me go out. I was hitting hard to come out, I was in right position but I can’t go out. Oxygen is getting very low.
Mom please let me out. Pushing hard
Mom let me out. Pushing hard
Mom…..
This was a true incident happened due to negligence of a doctor and nurse. A young mom gave birth to stillborn baby in process of fastening the delivery and her pregnancy process reports never mentioned any complication and it was healthy fetus. A lifetime dream and nine months of efforts are gone in vain. Since it was her first delivery anything could happen, every thirty minutes baby has to be monitored. But hospital failed to do it.
Dad posted that I could feel the pain that my wife and son has gone through due to negligence of hospital. My wife was made to walk between wards though her water broke and she was bleeding and vomiting. She was walking all the way to labor ward without knowing our son is no more.
